Why do I always get this feeling that I’m just an OPTION?
Yeah, I have some friends, but do I have what they call real friends?
One special day happened to me and decided to have a lunch date with my friends, and it still feels like I’m invincible. They have their own talks and I’m left with nothing but myself, enjoy the company of myself.. Even when I shared something so big to them, it seems like they didn’t even listen to what I said.
It’s like when they talk to me, it is only because they need something or because I’m the only one available for the moment.
It’s like when I did something stupid no one is there for me to back me up, it’s like they will all gang up on me. It feels like they will never take my side.
Wish it will be so easy for me to find true and real friends.